There is no hiding from the truth, and you my friend, are the truth!
Depression is the disappointment you feel about others. When you’re doing your own thing, life is a series of peaceful interactions, but when others that want to see you fail for their own ill advancement, life gets clogged like a stopped drain.
The only way to truly flow is to be with other people that love and respect you, and sincerely have your best interests in mind. Sadly, many time this excludes family members that use knowledge about your soft spots as leverage against you.
Find love, give love, be love, demand love!! Stop wasting time trying to fix broken people!